back from Thai a few days back. start work straight on the next day. kinda tired. anyway bought alot of things. was fun and excited. does she? dont know. cant really tell. her face show no excitment or fun. she bought alot of stuffs too. hope she did enjoy. today i can feel she is excited about something after lunch or later abit. anyway i made a wild guess.. is my six sense or whatever sense it is so damn good? lol anyway trying hard to upload picture on facebook. dont know is my picture got problem or facebook. at work getting more and more busy but not me. there's nothing for me to do. i wonder why they hired me. sitting there yawning and trying hard not to sleep. my manager damn weird, gave me task to do. less than 30 mins she took back. i just started and end very soon. nothing to do. i just pack everything in office. felt like telling my boss 'dont waste money hired me, since you said before if i have any ways to help the company to save money. fired me. im kinda extra in your office just wasting your money and space.' anyway bored.. really dead.. 93 days

TODAY I WILL GO BKK~~!! HERE I COME~~ hahaaa

watched New Moon yesterday. was nice. kinda like it. same as Twilight less action and more romance. i think the storyline was good. i didnt read the book. i think is worth watching. dont miss it for all Twilight fans. enjoy the movie~

NEXT WEEK!! is what i waiting~ my first time going to take plane!! woo hoo~ times really fly.. soon will be christmas too~ also countin down for christmas. anyway 81 days.. didnt know is so fast. hahaa. anyway work have been fine for me. just that this week been kinda sleepy.. have energy but no mind power.. anyway hope thai trip will be fun and good. looking forward of the trip. =D

been awhile since i last post. been doing set up here and there. was fun. in office, im just taking photos and photos to do cataloge. anyway easy to fall asleep in my office too quiet.. and one thing is my boss wanna me to speak in a very hyper way and also say please. kinda like a telemarketing kind of thingy. lol. anyway just small thing is also good to improve that manner thingy.

maybe i read this in the future i might not understand.
will we happen that way?
chance is low
but there still chance
dream the same old thing will it happen?
dream was just a dream
my wish was just a mere wish too
it wash out
it went down
slowly vanish
unable to feel it
where is it
could not find it
what was it
will it come back
will i feel it again
what it feel like
let me feel it again
do i understand
i dont know
what went wrong
when turn right
im blur
or confuse
good night
rest in peace
the end

jerry is me.
a simple guy.
is easy to know me.
hate lies but truth is hard to get

searching for an angel.